I had never been so lonely like this before...
I always went to bed like a kid...
Hugging the stuff toy that you gave me...
Imagining that it was you inside my arms...
Repeating the same image of your face inside my head...
Longing for your hands in the darkness...
Whenever I opened my eyes, I wished to see the gentleness of your stare...
The soothing smile that curved your lips...
The same words that made my heart sway and shiver ever so slightly...
I found the strength to live my life away from you...
Hoping that someday I’ll be able to go back and live happily with you...
But in a twist of fate, everything turned out to be hopeless...
During the times when I almost died as I longed for you...
Not even a single memory of me slipped into your mind...
You looked at me as if I never existed in your life...
You treated me like a complete stranger that you have never met before...
You gave me your cold stare as if I was a stupid girl crying in front of you...
I watched you as you walked away with another girl...
Holding her just like how you held me before...
Saying the silly nickname that I used to call with you...
My mind kept wishing that I was the girl walking beside you...
My heart pounded painfully as the door closed and you never turned back to look at me...
You left me without a word...
Without a considerate gesture...
Without turning back to say good bye...
Without a trace of path that you’re going to take...
Just like how exactly I left you before...